K/S Hospital Scene bc Into Darkness was so K/S TASTIC

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It was so sudden. He woke up with a flash, bright lights, soft sounds, a bed, he was alive?? But he'd died in the chamber...in engineering. Spock and he had exchanged that vulcan hand-thing whatever the hell it was. He'd died, he was dead. Was this heaven? Holy....

No. Bones was here nagging at him.

"Oh don't be so melodramatic, you were barely dead. You've been out cold for two weeks."

He was so...taken aback. What had happened? He just remembered being in the locked chamber watching Spock shed tears, glimmering tears of anguish as he slowly died of radiation poisoning... his heart lurched at the memory. He didn't know the vulcan was even capable...

And then Spock was in the room, approaching him. Suddenly... everything else was forgotten. Hell even Bones was gone in his mind, though he could hear the doctor put in a "You know Uhura and I had something to do with it too."

"....Thanks, Spock... for saving my life..."
 

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_{[Jim...blinked. What was Spock doing? What? What was he saying? His brows furrowed in confusion again]}

Ah. What now? You're not making any sense, Spock.

Don't tell me you had to come here because Uhura won't read poetry with you anymore.

[spohkh]

Taluhk nash-veh k'dular T'hy'la. Dungi gla-tor wo Kal-tor du K'torr ip'glan.

[Spock's voice rumbled low as he spoke the Vulcan words to Jim... leaning closer still.]

Jim...

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<sub>[He was so close... Jim could feel his warmth rolling off his superheated body. Spock's voice, his native tongue- while he didn't understand a word- had an exotic beauty to it. His First's voice was one that he'd enjoyed from day one. And then he was so CLOSE... well hell was he going to kiss him!? What was happening here? Jim had almost told Spock how he felt when he was dying but Spock hadn't quite gotten it which was fine. He was okay to let his First believe whatever made him most comfortable. "Friend" had come out of his mouth so that's what they'd stay. Friends.

But this language...]</sub>

Spock I... I...

_{[actively fighting against stealing just a little kiss. Couldn't he say it was an accident? Spock was kind of in his face...]}

I don't know what you're saying... remember I'm not Uhura.

[spohkh]

[Spock did his 'almost' smile...]

Jim... I have no difficulty in remembering that you are not Uhura.

[Spock steeled himself.... It was now or never. The Vulcan lifted his hand and gently caressed the side of Jim's face with those long fingers.]

Jim...


I wish to kiss you.

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_{[Well he was listening aptly until you touched him, Spock. Touched him and then said the most un-Spock-like words imaginable. The captain just stared a moment. Then he grinned, he couldn't help it. Sorry he'd just been craving candy and you were the whole store showing up for him.]}

...you're not serious...

_{[Except please be serious. For the love of all that is good in this world please be serious.]}

[spohkh]

[Spock's fingers stilled.... and he tilted his head.
Jim was amused?


Perhaps... did he read into this incorrectly?
Spock looked momentarily lost.]

I have never been more serious Jim. However, if I was incorrect in my assumptions, please inform me and I will cease my advancements.

[Spock started to back away.]

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<sub>[Oh mighty heaven was shining on him today. He was resurrected and brought his true love. He hadn't known what love was until this... Spock was the one person he wanted to impress, he wanted to live up to his hopes and expectations. He wanted to be a better version of himself, the best version of himself for Spock. He aspired to great things for Spock.

Then Spock inched away and Jim blurted out]</sub>

You're not wrong.

You're right, you're exactly right. I just... didn't think you knew...

[spohkh]

[Spock's fingers returned as he leaned forward once more.... boldly tracing Jim's chin and lips...]

I did not know.... however, it is very rare that a T'hy'la bond is one-sided. Jim...

...the moment you died I recognized you for what you really were. My T'hy'la.
My everything.

[Spock was becoming emotional? Jim always brought out the best and worst in Spock, and right now the Vulcan was pouring out his feelings for the man.]
I request again... May I kiss you?

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Ta High La? What is-- aww fuck it.

_{[He grabbed Spock and dragged him forward, kissing him hard and with all his passion. All the times he fought hard not to kiss Spock roughly when they sparred... it all went into this. A kiss that was wet, hot, wanton, and hardly lacking in fire. Jim was like a lit cannon.]}

[spohkh]

[Spock didn't even have time to be surprised as he was pulled into the kiss.... instead he flowed into it and fully reciprocated.
The Vulcan framed Jim's face with his hands, and reverently traced the golden skin...
Spock was unused to kissing with this amount of passion, and did his best to hang on. He even attempted to slow it down a bit, dragging on Jim's bottom lip.... tongue battling with Jim's.]

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<sub>[How does this stand up to your kisses with darling Nyota? She seemed rather tame around you. Hell it was a damn shame no one tried to test you. Jim would if given the chance. He twisted a bit, tilting his mouth, his hands held Spock's shoulders keeping him close. He moaned softly, taking a short breath and kissing his First again.

Finally, finally he got to taste those lips. He could die happy now.... wait... no he couldn't. Now he just wanted more.]</sub>

[spohkh]

[A low rumbling purr erupted from the Vulcan's chest...but Spock stopped..

Placing his hands on Jim's chest he pulled back slightly.]
Jim...

Perhaps... this is not the best location or time? You only just regained consciousness from having experienced death...

[Spock couldn't help himself, he leaned forward and nuzzled against Jim's cheek.]

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Wha?....what?

_{[He spoke as if in a daze. What were you even saying, Vulcan? He whined a bit, tugging on Spock's grey uniform]}

Yeah and this is a damn good way to spend my second chance at life so far. Shut up and kiss me.

_{[He leaned in for another snog]}

[spohkh]

[Spock was torn...
He so desperately wanted to continue this passionate kissing right now... but Jim was also hospitalized for a reason.
The Vulcan decided to compromise... Taking Jim's face in his hands, he leaned forward and gently nipped at Jim's lips. The kiss was slow and sensual, full of feeling and tenderness.

Spock sighed against Jim's lips...]

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<sub>[He sighed as well. He couldn't believe this was happening. Except he could since Spock was right there. Still, he'd need a reminder kiss in a few hours. Spock... would keep doing this right? Even tomorrow and the next day until he was discharged?

Jim opened his mouth, sliding his tongue against Spock's lips, stroking those teeth that nipped at him. He was rather content, imagine a cat swishing its tail in delight. Since he was touching you, you could tell that right? His overwhelming joy at this moment? His relief? And his love of course.]</sub>

[spohkh]

[Spock allows his fingers to drift as he places lazy kisses to Jim's lips.
The Vulcan's warm hand eventually finds Jim's, and laces their fingers together. The touch sends electric sparks up and down their arms, emotion flaring at the contact.
Spock hums in pleasure....


While Spock has never been so at peace, his thoughts are also incredibly chaotic. This man, this treasure had been dead, and he thought that he had lost all chance at being with his perfect match. He thought he had lost everything...
He would kill for this human... he would go against all Vulcan teaching for this incredible human being. Spock was very much in love.]

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<sub>[Well... you had lost everything, Spock. Right up until you delivered Khan to the med bay to revive Jim.

He squeezed Spock's hand tightly, a sign he was indeed alive and strong... and never letting go of his newfound...love? Partnership? How did this happen exactly? He'd been so taken and just blown away by what had happened that he didn't even question Spock. And--woah woah, what was that feeling up his arm? Damn man you could cause that? Jim flinched, letting go of Spock's hand, pulling away from the kiss. He needed air anyway.]</sub>

What... was that?

Did you do that?

[spohkh]

[Spock attempted to follow Jim's retreating lips... but admitted that he too needed to breath.
The Vulcan shivered when his Captain pulled his hand away...]

That was proof of how compatible our minds are Jim. I am a touch telepath, what you felt were our emotions mingling together.
In a sense, we did that.


[Spock couldn't help but feel a bit smug at that as he did his 'almost' smile.]

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Really...

Wait did that happen on the bridge last year too? [wait no. He'd remember that...]

Did Uhura and you have this too? What is it, that same voodoo you can do with my face?

... Is that why you left her?

[spohkh]

[A faint green blush spread over Spock's face.]

One of the reasons I left Uhura is because this phenomenon did not happen with her. We were not as mentally compatible as you and I seem to be...

...Granted, this particular mental affinity is rare. Very rare.
You are my T'hy'la.... a T'hy'la pair has not been recorded in Vulcan history for almost a thousand years.

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So...

talk to me here... _{[he laid back against his pillows and reached for Spock's hand again. He wanted so badly for this to be the beginning of a 'them' but he couldn't assume. And honestly he had to make sure he knew exactly what Spock wanted since he was impossible to read when it came to his feelings.]}

Okay I have no clue what a T'hy'la is. Sorry. But... yay us? But before that, Spock. What... is this? Because I need to know. I mean... if you were any other person, any cute girl we'd have a one night stand and be done but you...

_{[he seemed to choke on his own words. Almost as if he couldn't begin to say what he felt.]}

Don't tease me, Spock. Please. I need to know what you want with me.

_{[If the answer was yes or no to them being together... he could handle it. But don't get his hopes up any more than you have, or he might not make it.]}

[spohkh]

[Spock was silent as he regarded the man on the bed before him. The heat from their joined hands was good... comforting.
The Vulcan looked away in a moment of shyness...]

You must understand Jim... it is rather difficult for me to say. However, you are my life, my everything.
Regardless of what you decide to do with that information I will be by your side forever.

[Spock was giving Jim an out if he wanted it... but no matter what, the Vulcan would always be there, in whatever occupation Jim needed. Spock would trade in everything just to be near this man. However, his dream was to have Jim as intimately and lovingly as that kiss promised....

...forever.]

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... Okay. I...

... Well can we talk about that too? How did this happen? You and Uhura were so tight, I mean you had a fight but I thought things were fine. I wasn't ever going to tell you about how I... felt. I respected the good thing you had.

But apparently it wasn't such a good thing since it's over so suddenly. I just... I can't believe I am saying this about you of all people but Spock, this isn't like you. I dunno that I believe your sincerity here.

Why me? Why do you want to be with me now when you never noticed me before?

_{[He wanted so badly to be with Spock forever. He'd offer everything in that kiss and more.]}

[spohkh]

[Frustration crossed the Vulcan's eyes as he suddenly stood from the biobed and started to pace...]

Jim... Lieutenant Uhura and I were not as 'tight' as you may have assumed. I admit that she is a great friend and will always hold a place of honour in my life. I admit that she wanted more than I could give, and it was only a matter of time before the relationship came to its logical conclusion.

[Spock looked at Jim with a pained look...]

I was too distracted to notice... I had not realized that a fledgling bond had formed between us... and only realized its existence when I felt it die when you did.
You must realize Jim, it has always been you... I was just too... Vulcan to realize it before it was too late. Now that I have been given a second chance I am compelled not to make the same mistake again.

[Spock stepped near the bed once more.]

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<sub>[Jim at first wondered... if he'd upset Spock. He was pacing, was he ok? But he listened and Spock made sense. He'd been through the same thing in various degrees of attachment. You have one partner and think they are great and then you realize you spoke too soon, a much better fit just shows up and you have to leave your relationship.

And Spock.... fucking Spock and his fucking logic. Frustrating as hell but Jim needed that around him. He was better with Spock around. And it made sense that the vulcan would be that blind... do not see love until it was literally dying away. Jim nodded and his eyes held a soft light.]</sub>

Good enough for me.

So... you know what I was going to say to you in the decon chamber... right? About why I couldn't leave you in that volcano.