done_in_3 | K/S Hospital Scene bc Into Darkness was so K/S TASTIC

It was so sudden. He woke up with a flash, bright lights, soft sounds, a bed, he was alive?? But he'd died in the chamber...in engineering. Spock and he had exchanged that vulcan hand-thing whatever the hell it was. He'd died, he was dead. Was this heaven? Holy....

No. Bones was here nagging at him.

"Oh don't be so melodramatic, you were barely dead. You've been out cold for two weeks."

He was so...taken aback. What had happened? He just remembered being in the locked chamber watching Spock shed tears, glimmering tears of anguish as he slowly died of radiation poisoning... his heart lurched at the memory. He didn't know the vulcan was even capable...

And then Spock was in the room, approaching him. Suddenly... everything else was forgotten. Hell even Bones was gone in his mind, though he could hear the doctor put in a "You know Uhura and I had something to do with it too."

"....Thanks, Spock... for saving my life..."

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From:

spohkh

[Spock's eyes remain closed, but he quirks an eyebrow...]

Ashaya, you are incorrigible.

[Opening his eyes, Spock regards Jim with a loving fondness.] It is good to see you awake Jim. How do you feel?

[The Vulcan stands, and goes to sit on the edge of Jim's bed.]

From:

done_in_3

So nice of you to notice. _{[He reached for Spock's hand when he sat.]}

A lot better now, thanks.

I can't sit up though... did Bones say how long I'm supposed to be bedridden?

From:

spohkh

He says that you should refrain moving from your bed for at least two days... and no strenuous activity for a month just to be sure.

[Spock lightly held Jim's hand... regarding his mate.

His mate... It was still an amazing revelation.]

Ashaya... I believe it would be wise of us to stay here until the bond is complete. Are you amenable to this?

From:

done_in_3

A month? Just how is he going to monitor that? You two are in cahoots, I presume?

_{[If there's anything that Bones and Spock got along in doing it was something Jim-related and usually somehow holding him back or chastising his poor judgment. Jim could already feel a sting of betrayal imagining Spock reporting his every move to the doctor behind his back. That was surely the reason he was home now, the condition to be met for Bones to discharge him. They both had to know he had no intention of listening to doctor's orders completely, he wanted to be up and moving in about a week. Or now would be nice if it was possible. Spock could easily overpower him and Jim could already imagine Spock holding him down to prevent injury from a perceived opportunity to strain himself. He was just supposed to lay in this bed for days? What was he supposed to do, just fuck Spock? Well that wouldn't be so bad except he assumed Spock would find that too demanding. How long was he supposed to abstain from sex?]}

Uhm... what counts as strenuous?

Edited Date: 2013-08-12 12:51 am (UTC)

From:

spohkh

[Spock absently (or with calculated thought) touched the skin of Jim's arm, tracing intricate designs all over his forearm.

He looked thoughtful as he regarded his mate...]

If you feel pain, then it is too strenuous. You require rest to heal Ashaya. But it will be by your decision only. I can advise that someone in your medical condition should not be doing any strenuous activity such as riding or cardio.
...but I do not wish to try to hold you back again. Just know that I desire for you to be well... and for that to become a reality then you much choose wisely.

[Spock's memory flashed to the night that Jim got hurt... and almost shuddered.
The Vulcan could only hope that Jim would indeed make... or try to make the right decisions.]

From:

done_in_3

_{[This might seem a bit out of character to Spock, but any underlying resentment for his bedridden position seemed to disappear at the vulcan's words.

Jim went on a little trip too, remembering the pain he lived with every day on Enterprise before he died. He remembered yearning for a life with Spock, knowing he'd never have it. He was swept into despair when he imagined serving the rest of his days on a ship watching the man he loved love someone else never noticing he existed. His mind would craft the most idealistic dreams of him and Spock together that would wrench his heart, bringing his desire to the forefront. He'd wake up thinking he'd do anything for a life with Spock, no sacrifice was too small back then.

And yet here he was, he had what he wanted through no small miracle and he was so close to throwing it all away. Spock wasn't being overly demanding in his wording but this was practically begging for a vulcan. Jim was filled with reproach. What was he doing? To lay here and heal for Spock was the tiniest of sacrifices. One he would have gladly done with no questions asked before he died. What was he thinking? He had just gone to autopilot when he was leaving to fight, he wasn't in control, he didn't even think about the repercussions on himself in the long term... Quite suddenly the solution was evident, his old life felt like a heavy old coat he longed to shrug off where Spock was a bright sunny day and a gentle breeze. Jim knew he had to abandon his unhealthy habits but... he didn't know how. He didn't know if he even could.

He looked to Spock's hand on his arm and then into his eyes, apologetic and uncharacteristically vulnerable.]}

...Spock I...

... I'm sorry.

I'll stay here. I won't push myself.

From:

spohkh

[Spock's expression softened as he regarded his beautiful mate. Truly, they were both maturing in many ways. Jim was so.... incredibly amazing and he projected his love and pride through the bond.
Spock wasn't so naive as to believe that Jim would change overnight... Just as Spock himself would not immediately comprehend human emotions. He predicted future confrontations...

....but for now? They were prepared. At least, as much as they could be considering who they were. They were both stubborn individuals.... and as much as that was a vice it was also a blessing. Because as soon as either of them made a decision, they would do their utmost to see it done.

Spock had complete faith in Jim...
...and such behaviour should be rewarded...]

Ashaya. Thank you.
And right now, if you promise to relax.... I believe I can do something for you that will not be considered too strenuous.

From:

done_in_3

_{[He'd be glad to know Spock understood the situation as well as he did. This was going to be difficult for both of them, hurt feelings and misunderstandings were inevitable, Jim was beginning to see what people meant when they talked about sacrificing for your partner. Spock looked much better after he recanted, Jim felt better as a response. If Spock was happy, he was happy... but wait, was Spock offering to... oh please say yes. Jim had to try actively not to get hard at the very thought of it in case he was wrong.]}

And just what would that be?

From:

spohkh

[Spock hummed as he leaned in close... giving Jim a small chaste kiss.]

Attempt to keep your breaths even K'diwa... And the moment you feel pain, please tell me.

[Spock was kissing down Jim's jawline... throat.... trailing his hands down Jim's torso and eventually cupping Jim in his hand.
With slow, calculated moves, Spock lowered Jim's sleep pants just enough to expose him...]

I wish to give you oral pleasure at this time.

From:

done_in_3

_{[Did Spock sound horribly awkward announcing his intentions in such a fashion? Yes. Did Jim love him more for it? Yes. He had grown partial to his First's strict manner of speech. He sighed softly at Spock's kisses and his warmer hands. When he cupped him, Jim moaned softly.]}

You don't need to announce it, Spock. Just... mnnn... just...

From:

spohkh

[Spock rubbed soothing circles on Jim's abdomen.]

Shhh Ashaya.... relax. Allow me to care for you.

[Spock lowered himself on the bed, and leaned his head forward... and enveloped Jim in one smooth movement.
Gently, Spock placed his hands on Jim's hips... rubbing circles with his thumbs on the skin there.

Spock hummed around the shaft... moving his head up and down.]

From:

done_in_3

I'm trying to.... relax... _{[He watched Spock go down on him, and his shaft felt a flare of excitement. Jim closed his eyes and laid his head back. He couldn't get too worked up or this would be over too soon. Spock's hands on him, his hotter than hot mouth. He mewled a bit in pleasure, trying not to sound too worked up lest Spock stop.]}

From:

spohkh

[Spock massages Jim's thighs as he continues to move in a languid pace on Jim. The Vulcan would continue to hum in intervals, adding to the pleasure.

Eventually he began to swirl his tongue, tracing along the vein of Jim's shaft and tonguing intricate patterns over the heated skin. Spock loved the taste of his mate... hallowing his cheeks and sucking harder.]

From:

done_in_3

_{[Jim's breathing hitched a bit, then sped up only to slow down as the captain focused. He had to stay relaxed...but Spock had that so damn difficult. He worried his bottom lip, and writhed a bit.]}

I love you, you know that? You're great, you're so great.

From:

spohkh

[Spock slowed his pace down, sensing that Jim was getting a bit too excited.]

And I you Ashaya. You are my treasured one.

[One hand snaked between Jim's legs to trail a finger along Jim's perineum and to tease at his entrance.... adding to the stimulation.]

From:

done_in_3

I...

_{[How could he express his elation at having Spock in his life? Not only that but his devotion? And he was currently sucking him off. Jim was in heaven.]}

[He may have calmed down from Spock slowing down but he only got excited again when Spock threatened to finger him. Don't tease him you better do it.]

From:

spohkh

[From somewhere, the Vulcan had managed to gather some lube onto his finger... and gently pressed into Jim. Slowly, he worked his way in until he was brushing against Jim's prostate.

Hallowing his cheeks, Spock sucked down on Jim... deep throating him...]

Come for me Ashaya...

[Spock gathered Jim's thoughts, holding them close and sending his own love in return. Some cynical part of him wondered if this was too good to be true.]

From:

done_in_3

_{[He mewled softly, then a bit louder as Spock finished him off rather handily. He came with a satisfying moan and lay limp on the bed for a moment while he collected himself, all the while shooting praise, love, and passion at his partner.]

[Well he could understand that cynicism, he guessed. But just what part was too good to be true exactly? He really did love Spock this much, that wasn't going away. And as far as he can tell Spock was the same story... maybe being in love wasn't going to be everything it's toted as?]}

From:

spohkh

[Silently Spock apologized to Jim for having such thoughts... It was after all illogical to deny reality. He loved Jim.... and Jim loved him. It was perfect.

Spock licked Jim clean, purring as he nuzzled his abdomen and crawled up his body to regard his mate.]

I hope that that was not too strenuous on you Ashaya.
[Was that amusement in his eyes? Yes it was. But Spock was also happy to see Jim happy.]

From:

done_in_3

_{[Don't apologize. Don't hide your thoughts, he wants to respond to your fears and concerns. All of them.}

He felt Spock lick him clean, his eyes were closed, his mouth slightly open as he experienced that last moment of pleasure. His man was great at this.]

Hm? Nah, I feel fine. Actually I feel great. _{[he ran a hand over Spock's abdomen, wondering how he should return the favor only to realize that he couldn't without breaking his promise not to strain himself. Damn. Disappointment reflected in the bond.]}

From:

spohkh

[Spock made a sound that was almost a chuckle...]

Do not worry about reciprocation Ashaya. Your pleasure is my pleasure.
If you feel that badly, you can make it up to me when you are once again well.

[Mischief sparkled his in eyes... It was a challenge for Jim, to see what he could come up with for when the month was up.
Spock decided to address Jim's thoughts out loud...]

Ashaya... Jim... It is a human failing in me to wonder if what we have is to good to be true. However, as much as I realize your emotions for me are startlingly real... I feel undeserving.

[Spock knows Jim feels the same way sometimes.]

From:

done_in_3

Well if that's the case I might have a few ideas up my sleeve... _{[He already imagined coaxing Spock to pleasure himself at his words. He bets Spock has never conceived of such a thing as masturbation and eagerly Jim imagined Spock's reaction.

Then Spock was talking about other relevant things and Jim had to drag his head out of the pool of his own perversion.]}

Don't. Life isn't always fair but I don't want to waste another minute feeling like I didn't earn it. I died, you lost me. I think that's punishment enough for us both, yeah?...

_{[He looked at Spock closely... then leaned in for a soft kiss.]}

From:

spohkh

[Spock leaned into the kiss....

Jim was right. They had both suffered enough. They deserved this time together.
Spock sighed into the kiss.]

You are right Jim...

[Then a pause... Spock quirked an eyebrow.]
You wish for me to pleasure myself?

From:

done_in_3

_{[Uhm. Well. Shit, he forgot he projected his thoughts..... don't be mad? He did it for your own pleasure?]}

I'd love to see you try it. Have you ever done that before?