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It was so sudden. He woke up with a flash, bright lights, soft sounds, a bed, he was alive?? But he'd died in the chamber...in engineering. Spock and he had exchanged that vulcan hand-thing whatever the hell it was. He'd died, he was dead. Was this heaven? Holy....
No. Bones was here nagging at him.
"Oh don't be so melodramatic, you were barely dead. You've been out cold for two weeks."
He was so...taken aback. What had happened? He just remembered being in the locked chamber watching Spock shed tears, glimmering tears of anguish as he slowly died of radiation poisoning... his heart lurched at the memory. He didn't know the vulcan was even capable...
And then Spock was in the room, approaching him. Suddenly... everything else was forgotten. Hell even Bones was gone in his mind, though he could hear the doctor put in a "You know Uhura and I had something to do with it too."
"....Thanks, Spock... for saving my life..."
No. Bones was here nagging at him.
"Oh don't be so melodramatic, you were barely dead. You've been out cold for two weeks."
He was so...taken aback. What had happened? He just remembered being in the locked chamber watching Spock shed tears, glimmering tears of anguish as he slowly died of radiation poisoning... his heart lurched at the memory. He didn't know the vulcan was even capable...
And then Spock was in the room, approaching him. Suddenly... everything else was forgotten. Hell even Bones was gone in his mind, though he could hear the doctor put in a "You know Uhura and I had something to do with it too."
"....Thanks, Spock... for saving my life..."
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Date: 2013-07-15 04:32 am (UTC)I grieve with thee.
[Indeed, the woman he had seen was not a mother. And it was quite possible that she would never be a mother, no matter how much Jim wanted her to.]
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Date: 2013-07-15 04:41 am (UTC)Try to be easy on her... I know it's attractive to despise her but... she didn't become Jim's mother by being so sour. She was a lovely woman once...
Hey while I've got you here can I say a couple things?
Ah... try to go easy on Jim in the morning, I know he wierded you out a bit tonight but... saying-- talking about Kodos out loud to his mother... it took a lot out of him. It was really hard. He'll never admit it but he needs to recover from that level of exposure.
And second... you know what I told Jim. That Kodos is still among the living. You have to know this Spock and you must remember this if you plan to take him out. Do not allow Jim to go with you. As much as he wants to he can't handle seeing that bastard's face again.
I'll even make it easy for you. I want that monster on my side... [So he could thank him personally for what he'd done to his own people and his son.]
His troupe will come to earth for just a little pit stop. They'll be in Sacramento for a night. Put Jim to sleep, I know you know how...[with your mind] there's an academy recieving pad in engineering that's programmed as a direct warp line to Sacramento, we used to use it all the time for shipping when I was a cadet. It's kind of forgotten now but it's in the academy basement... Use that.... and they won't figure out it was you.
Jim cannot know. Do you understand? He'll hear about it in the news and he can be at peace then.
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Date: 2013-07-15 04:48 am (UTC)This was it, this was his opportunity to help rid Jim of his demons... and send that Bastard to where he belongs.
The Vulcan inclines his head.]
I understand completely... Jim will not know and I will make certain that your instructions are met.
To borrow a human phrase.... 'it will be my pleasure.'
[Spock was already dreaming up ways of ending Kodos... But he was a merciful creature, right?
Hmm.... Spock had to think about that.
There was no mercy when he faced Nero or Khan.... It was Jim both times (directly or indirectly) that had gave him the more ethical decision.]
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Date: 2013-07-15 04:54 am (UTC)[He nodded solemnly, withholding a grim smile.]
Be careful, Spock... don't lose your soul for him.
[He put both hands on Spock's shoulders.]
I'm really glad you're marrying my son. You two make a great team.
... it's customary on Earth to leave an empty chair at a wedding when there is a guest who is no longer living.
Even if you can't perceive us... your mother and I wouldn't miss it.
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Date: 2013-07-15 05:00 am (UTC)...human than usual.]
Of course... It would be my honour to ensure that you and my mother have a place in memorial at our wedding.
[Spock briefly entertained the idea of 'unfairness' in the world... that the two best parents for both Jim and Spock had to die. Then again, it was illogical to dwell on what cannot be changed.]
Jim makes me...
...happy. I will do my best to ensure that he is happy as well.
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Date: 2013-07-15 05:06 am (UTC)[He smiled and nodded.]
I know you will.
And don't think about it being fair or unfair, son. You'll see us when it's all over.
[He stepped back]
It's time for me to go now... I doubt we'll be able to talk like this again. I'm grateful I got to meet you, Spock.
[And he disappears into the background. Spock is alone once more.]
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Date: 2013-07-15 05:11 am (UTC)...Spock is rather in awe at the moment.
The moment passes as he thinks of Jim. What will happen when they wake up in the morning? Will Jim be different? George did say that Jim trusts him now... but Spock will feel apprehension until he sees it directly from Jim.
Not that he doesn't trust George, but it was something that he needed to be assured of in person.
The Vulcan slowly brings himself out of meditation and once more into the conscious world, taking note of the way his arms are around Jim, the warmth and feel of his mate surrounding him.
He would protect this being with everything he had...
Spock falls into a natural slumber... and awaits morning.]
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Date: 2013-07-15 05:17 am (UTC)[Come morning, Jim wakes... and is content to go right back to sleep in Spock's hold. He leans up and presses a kiss to Spock's mouth. Wake up darling~
He felt great today, on top of the world. Why? He maybe battled his demons last night until Spock stopped him... but that didn't matter. He was still triumphant, he handled what he'd been given and the tone of last night was more Spock's problem than his.]
Wake up beautiful.
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Date: 2013-07-15 05:21 am (UTC)Jim... good morning Ashaya.
[Spock searches Jim's face for any indication of what might have transpired last night... but he sees nothing but calm happiness.
So, the Vulcan lifts his hand to cradle Jim's face... pressing another kiss to that mouth.]
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Date: 2013-07-15 05:23 am (UTC)[He melts into that kiss, nearly purring.]
Mnnnn~ How did you sleep?
[because he slept awesome. Spock was here and they'd had good sex and life was grand.]
How do you...feel? Becoming a man now and all?
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Date: 2013-07-15 05:30 am (UTC)Jim... I am Vulcan. I do not know what you mean.
[Of course he bloody well knows what you mean, he's just being an ass and being hard to get along with.
The Vulcan smirks as he leans in for another kiss, interpreting how much he loved being with Jim.
But... Spock wasn't ready to put into words what he felt last night. What he had gotten from Jim at the beginning had almost scared the Vulcan and made him hyper aware for the rest of their time together.
Ka'adith.
There was always next time.]
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Date: 2013-07-15 06:03 am (UTC)[Jim hummed, either unconvinced or just amused. He met Spock in the middle, taking that kiss with pleasure.]
You know I'm not going to take that as an excuse much longer. I'm starting to think that's just how you opt out of trying to understand me being human.
But I'll remind you if you want...
[He straddled Spock's hips, sliding under the blanket, not breaking from the kiss.]
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Date: 2013-07-15 02:06 pm (UTC)Jim was incorrect... Spock did understand, he was simply avoiding the conversation. Was it prolonging the pain? Negative.
Spock merely did not desire to 'ruin the moment'.
The Vulcan carded his fingers through Jim's hair... every now and again swiping a thumb or finger across his temple, shuddering at the stimulating contact. His mouth went slack in invitation.
His mind could not be stopped though, a thousand questions whirling around in his head.... he was contemplating too many things to be truly in the moment. Should he tell Jim that he had seen his father? But then he would be required to tell Jim what his father had said... Part of him believed that Jim was not ready for that. He predicted a negative response as opposed to a positive one... and it may even cause a rift between them. No... first, they had to have complete trust in each other.
When would that be?
Spock wasn't sure... On the other hand, it would include Jim completely letting go. To be able to leap off the edge and trust that Spock will catch him at the bottom... as opposed to Jim's current behaviour of leaping without looking... and not expecting anything good at the end.]
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Date: 2013-07-15 05:02 pm (UTC)[Spock was correct... hearing about his father would please Jim but knowing the subject of their conversation would unnerve him. Best not to bring it up.
For now he kissed Spock deeper, held his face in his hands, pressing him down. In a few kisses he'd disappear under the blanket with a wicked smirk. His mouth would be felt once more around Spock's member.]
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Date: 2013-07-15 07:20 pm (UTC)The Vulcan doesn't move his hips though, and allows Jim to take control. Lovingly, Spock strokes Jim's ears and massages his scalp in encouragement as the Vulcan purrs his appreciation.]
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Date: 2013-07-15 08:54 pm (UTC)HAPPY 700!
Date: 2013-07-16 03:23 pm (UTC)The Vulcan catches on his breath as his head falls back in pleasure. His hands still only for a moment as his brain seems to reboot... sending sparks all over his body at Jim's ministrations.
It's all too entirely good. Almost overwhelming. The Vulcan's heart beats fast as his skin becomes that much hotter... Everything is Jim.. he is surrounded by Jim...
It's not going to last long as the Vulcan moans, miraculously keeping his hips still.]
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Date: 2013-07-16 05:44 pm (UTC)[Well that was likely part of it. Jim also just had a thing for sexual intimacy. He liked sex and he loved sex with Spock. He might also have an unconscious belief that he had to put out which wasn't a big deal since he liked putting out. Or had he just learned to like it?
Something for you to discover later, Spock~
For now, he took Spock completely into his mouth, humming around the shaft as his tongue went to work massaging those ridges. Those were particularly nice to him last night.]
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Date: 2013-07-16 10:16 pm (UTC)All thought seems to escape the Vulcan as he comes with a cry, Jim's name spilling from his lips with a whimper.
Vaguely... and listlessly... Spock pulls on Jim's arms, wanting him to come back up.]
Jim... Ashaya.. that was not necessary, but greatly appreciated. [You will never hear complaints from the Vulcan when you do that.]
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Date: 2013-07-16 10:34 pm (UTC)Hmmm... If I don't do it Spock, who will?
Sorry for my absence m'dear~
Date: 2013-07-17 08:38 pm (UTC)You may have a point Ashaya... however, do not believe that I require it as payment.
You are what Vulcans call Ta'an... a gift.
[Spock is looking at Jim like he is the most amazing thing ever. His bright, unguarded face exudes the love he has for his T'hy'la.]
Did anything awesome happen? I'll be on tonight.
Date: 2013-07-17 10:34 pm (UTC)[He looked into his eyes, taking in the love in his expression. He'd seen that look before on other partners and normally it unnerved him. He wasn't comfortable with getting too close to anyone. Spock was even more intense in this desire than the others. He wanted all of Jim. Granted he seemed to be someone who would love him unconditionally. Jim looked at him with uncertainty, awe, and eventually trust.
He touched their foreheads together]
And who did the giving exactly?
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Date: 2013-07-18 02:40 am (UTC)I would like to think we are of equal opportunity.
[Of course he wanted all of Jim, because Jim was his everything. Spock meant it when he said that he would be with Jim in whatever capacity he allowed...
...because to not be with him in some form or another would be akin to not breathing.]
Perhaps... we should prepare ourselves for the day?
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Date: 2013-07-18 02:49 am (UTC)[In which case he gets up, heads to the shower, and gets some clothes on. Once he's dressed he steals one more kiss from Spock... or two. Or five, why not?]
Alright, got to go face Mom... how much do you want to bet she's been hitting the whiskey all night?
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Date: 2013-07-18 02:52 am (UTC)Straightening his shirt he looks at Jim with no small amount of exasperation.]
I would rather not wager... however I am uncertain if I should apply the benefit of the doubt either. We will have to, as they say, 'wait and see'.
[Spock opens the door for Jim... time to face the music.]
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