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It was so sudden. He woke up with a flash, bright lights, soft sounds, a bed, he was alive?? But he'd died in the chamber...in engineering. Spock and he had exchanged that vulcan hand-thing whatever the hell it was. He'd died, he was dead. Was this heaven? Holy....
No. Bones was here nagging at him.
"Oh don't be so melodramatic, you were barely dead. You've been out cold for two weeks."
He was so...taken aback. What had happened? He just remembered being in the locked chamber watching Spock shed tears, glimmering tears of anguish as he slowly died of radiation poisoning... his heart lurched at the memory. He didn't know the vulcan was even capable...
And then Spock was in the room, approaching him. Suddenly... everything else was forgotten. Hell even Bones was gone in his mind, though he could hear the doctor put in a "You know Uhura and I had something to do with it too."
"....Thanks, Spock... for saving my life..."
No. Bones was here nagging at him.
"Oh don't be so melodramatic, you were barely dead. You've been out cold for two weeks."
He was so...taken aback. What had happened? He just remembered being in the locked chamber watching Spock shed tears, glimmering tears of anguish as he slowly died of radiation poisoning... his heart lurched at the memory. He didn't know the vulcan was even capable...
And then Spock was in the room, approaching him. Suddenly... everything else was forgotten. Hell even Bones was gone in his mind, though he could hear the doctor put in a "You know Uhura and I had something to do with it too."
"....Thanks, Spock... for saving my life..."
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Date: 2013-07-24 07:02 pm (UTC)...but he believed that Jim understood by the way he was tugging on his clothes.
The Vulcan heard Jim's sentiment, that there would be no repeats of last night... Yes, this is what Spock wanted, just them... no demons here. No darkness to chase away.
Efficiently, the Vulcan slipped his hands under Jim's shirt, and pulled it off over his head... doing the same to his own.]
I can feel you Ashaya... as I will for the rest of time.
[Romantic bastard.]
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Date: 2013-07-24 07:20 pm (UTC)[He could sense Spock's relief and he mirrored it with his own. He didn't like the demons any more than Spock did. He yearned for a way to make them stop but right now he's sure they won't come around. He felt safe here... his safe place was rooted in his mind forever now. Clothes came off and it was as though he was already felt pleasure through his body. His hands swept over Spock's chest... and Jim paused, examining this sensation. He felt Spock under his hands but an entirely different arousal was present in his mind, reaching for the bond, stretching out to touch Spock's psyche.
He understood nothing save that he wanted more.
The rest of time? There weren't any divorces on Vulcan? One time only thing, eh... He's satisfied with that. That only means that Spock really is his forever.
He licked his lips and pressed his mouth to Spock's throat.]
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Date: 2013-07-24 07:31 pm (UTC)And the fact that Jim was a human... a being whose very emotions lived on the surface, vibrate and constantly moving. Spock's own emotions were seated like the roots of a tree...
....but now that the connection was made, the waves of his feelings were pouring out, only to be responded in kind by Jim's own ocean of emotion.
Spock shuddered as the bond created a continuous loop of the pleasure they both felt... each feeling the other intimately. With a small gasp, Spock realized that his pants had become way to uncomfortable.
Using the same calculated grace as when he removed their shirts, Spock removed their shoes and pants, finally baring them to each other. The Vulcan moved back so that he could look at Jim... marveling at the expanse of golden skin that was his... his....... The carnal part of Spock wanted to growl and yell from the rooftops for all to hear that Jim was his... and no one was to hurt or touch him.
But that would have been illogical, right?
Spock's hands drifted low on Jim's abdomen... stroking small circles into the skin there.]
Parted from me and never parted... never and always touching and touched...
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Date: 2013-07-24 08:00 pm (UTC)The triumph at having bonded... Jim wondered just how much of his desire Spock hadn't made clear before this happened. Had he said no would Spock have been secretly miserable?
He sighed under his touch, closing his eyes. In that touch he felt Spock's carnal desires, heard his mantra. He mewled softly, undulating his hips.]
Is that what we are now?
[he pushes Spock's hands lower. Don't tease him...]
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Date: 2013-07-24 08:45 pm (UTC)In answer to Jim's question, a soft, satisfied, drawn out ...yes... reverberated through the bond.
Would Spock have been silently miserable? You don't miss what you don't know, and Spock wasn't aware that it felt this good to be connect. Granted, a large part of him would have realized he was missing something, and would have felt the gaping Jim sized hole that would never be properly filled. On the other hand... Spock would have satisfied himself by just being beside Jim.
The Vulcan's other hand moved under Jim's leg, and drew it upwards to make space for his hips. Leaning forward, Spock captured Jim's lips once more, moving his mouth gently, slowly across them. Tasting... savouring... memorizing...
This was indeed their wedding night. In the eyes of Vulcan customs, they were properly engaged... By adding sexual intimacy, they would be declaring their bond, making Jim officially apart of Spock's house.
The hand that wasn't pumping Jim traveled lower... and gently teased his entrance.]
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Date: 2013-07-24 08:58 pm (UTC)Imagine when they fully bond and have their true wedding night? Or when they get married the human way. Jim can't wait for either. But for now he moans softly into the kiss and whimpers as Spock teases him. He can't help it, he just wants more.]
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Date: 2013-07-24 10:19 pm (UTC)The sensation of that right warmth enveloping his sensitive digit takes him by surprise... He has done this before, but somehow this time is different. It is as if the sensation has been amplified as its shared with Jim.
A keening whine escapes the Vulcan's throat as he buries his head in the crook of Jim's neck, kissing the skin there. Spock's hand stutters over Jim's shaft...]
Jim....Jim.....Ashaya....
[Spock concentrates on breathing... searching the bond for Jim to make sure he was not hurting him.]
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Date: 2013-07-24 10:37 pm (UTC)He held Spock close, petting his hair back when he leaned into his neck. Again his words sprang to mind as though they were his own.]
Spock... I'm fine. Better than fine. You can go deeper if you want.
[he wasn't in pain, only pleasure and novelty while this new sensation swam over his senses. He felt almost lightheaded...]
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Date: 2013-07-24 11:22 pm (UTC)He let his fingers stretch Jim open, taking gentle strokes deeper into his core.
When three fingers made their way inside, he brushed against Jim's prostate while his other hand let Jim's shaft go. Was Jim ready?]
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Date: 2013-07-24 11:33 pm (UTC)Yes he's ready, yes he wants Spock in him so badly. He imagined his love kissing him breathless and pounding him into the mattress. His mind erupted with arousal at the thought.]
Do it.
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Date: 2013-07-24 11:39 pm (UTC)Drawing upwards, hands on either side of his T'hy'la's face...Spock stares into Jim's eyes.
Kissing him softly the Vulcan moves forward.... and breaches Jim's entrance. The momentum is slow, but continuous... constant until the Vulcan is completely seated within Jim.
Stopping to allow Jim to adjust, Spock shudders... ]
Ashaya...Wani ra yani ro aisha... [The projected Vulcan gets instantly translated... allowing the the full depth of the message to be felt....]
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Date: 2013-07-24 11:52 pm (UTC)[He complied, wrapping his legs around Spock tightly. He took a deep breath, willing himself to relax. Spock's eyes were rather nice to look at... and his kiss was distracting enough. Jim still moans just a little tiny bit in rebellion. That moan becomes one of pleasure as Spock nudges his prostate a bit when he moves inside him. Pleasure echoed through his body along with Spock's message of love. Jim moaned a bit louder, responding to both stimuli.
He pulled away from the kiss, looking Spock in the eyes. It was time... but his mind probed...
How did Spock feel now? Did he like this setup? Could he feel everything Jim felt? Would that be true when they fully bonded? Oh sex would be magnificent then... but in the meantime just fuck him into the mattress. Please. He can't stand it.]
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Date: 2013-07-25 12:14 am (UTC)The questions swirled around, confusing and too vague to pick out precisely... But with concentration the Vulcan understood what Jim was asking.
Spock gathered all of his current emotions, and shoved them at the bond. He had to push harder because of the bond's newness... but he wanted Jim to know.
He wanted Jim to know that his whole life as a Vulcan had been in preparation for this moment. To be an unbonded Vulcan was to be incomplete, not whole...
The fact that Jim was his T'hy'la was more than he could have ever hoped for. It was an emotion that couldn't be explained in words, but rather felt with your whole being... a moment when your soul has found its home. Spock was thankful...lustful... anxious...overjoyed... the stream of emotions continued, attempting to find a definition for what he was feeling.
Instead, he opened his mind, and showed Jim what he saw when he meditated. The vast ocean of Jim that he immerses himself in... his golden sun. A star that gives life to all it shines on. Life giving warmth in a cold space.
Spock begins to move, thrusting deep into Jim.]
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Date: 2013-07-25 12:39 am (UTC)He'd never... never had anyone who cherished him in so many ways. He'd never been so precious to anyone.
Then Spock was moving and he sighed, grasped his body, moaned in pleasure. This was what love was supposed to be like. Commitment to one person who put you above all others. Jim didn't quite believe that he was included in such a definition but he was in love with a vulcan who was. He'd do his best to live up to that standard.
And right now he'd do it while arching and groping his mate's body.]
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Date: 2013-07-25 12:45 am (UTC)Thoughts began to merge together as he lost himself in Jim... Jim...Jim.
Leaning forward, Spock placed his forehead on his mate's, breathing with him as he thrust forward.]
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Date: 2013-07-25 12:53 am (UTC)Jim held on to both Spock's shoulders, crying out as Spock hit his prostate. Those ridges slid into him, sending vibrations of ecstasy through his body. Spock was perfect. Long, thick, ridged, hot.... honestly Vulcan he could wax poetic about your dick.]
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Date: 2013-07-25 01:07 am (UTC)One of Spock's hands began to move over Jim, stroking up his abdomen to his face, teasing a nipple along the way. The Vulcan couldn't get enough, wanting to feel every inch of his T'hy'la.
Spock's hips pistoned forward, thrusting deep into Jim.
He could feel it... the bond made everything hyper sensitive, and the Vulcan wasn't going to last much longer.]
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Date: 2013-07-25 01:18 am (UTC)Spock I... it's coming. Come with me... harder just.. just one more.
[And it would be over. He closed his eyes, feeling a wave of chemicals torrent through his bloodstream, his eye dilated, his heart pounded, his body relaxed... and it was all over.]
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Date: 2013-07-25 01:28 am (UTC)In his mind though, it was a different matter entirely. For the bond it was the last 'click' into place as it firmly rooted in its fledgling stage.
Holding Jim's face between his warm hands, Spock kissed Jim gently as he caught his breath.
The bond pulsed gently, its warmth filling them both.]
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Date: 2013-07-25 01:33 am (UTC)I love you so much, Spock. I'm so glad we did this, this is amazing.
I want to have the whole thing, I want the whole bond.
[Jim wasn't immune to the natural draw the bond had. It was just a sprout... but it yearned to be fulfilled, matured into a full bloom.]
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Date: 2013-07-25 01:38 am (UTC)[Spock looked softly at Jim, and began to talk out loud, separating from the kiss.]
But we cannot Ashaya.
[Spock's eyebrows creased in concern... feeling Jim's excitement? He couldn't quite define it.]
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Date: 2013-07-25 01:42 am (UTC)Still, he wanted to experience this bond all that he could. It was novel, euphoric, deeply pleasing... he rubbed Spock's ear]
Not yet at least... Kiss me
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Date: 2013-07-25 01:46 am (UTC)Of course Ashaya...
[As if kissing Jim was a chore. Moving, he tilted them so that they were facing each other on their sides. His hands shifted softly over his T'hy'la's skin, amusement fluttering through their connection.
He would give Jim whatever he wanted...
...well... within reason of course.]
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Date: 2013-07-25 01:58 am (UTC)He pet Spock's skin, sighing into each kiss. Every inch of him was something he cherished. He wanted to get to know this body, every last centimeter of Spock... And he wanted to spend the entire night making love in his manner.]
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Date: 2013-07-25 02:34 am (UTC)Did the Vulcan know Jim wanted to continue making love all night? You'll have to give him a better hint.
Spock for his part, could kiss Jim all night.]
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