_{[He settled into Spock's hold, enjoying his attention.]}

I feel ok I guess... I'm not... myself. I can't even really figure out what I'm missing. I used to think of so many things at once... now it's like... I can't hold onto anything, maybe one train of thought and that's it...sometimes I can't even form words...

...don't think of me as dumb...ok? I know I am but...