[Spock let go a breath of air he didn't know he was holding as he pressed loving kisses over Jim's face. Moving his hips in small circles he felt Jim's mind probe his own....
The questions swirled around, confusing and too vague to pick out precisely... But with concentration the Vulcan understood what Jim was asking. Spock gathered all of his current emotions, and shoved them at the bond. He had to push harder because of the bond's newness... but he wanted Jim to know. He wanted Jim to know that his whole life as a Vulcan had been in preparation for this moment. To be an unbonded Vulcan was to be incomplete, not whole... The fact that Jim was his T'hy'la was more than he could have ever hoped for. It was an emotion that couldn't be explained in words, but rather felt with your whole being... a moment when your soul has found its home. Spock was thankful...lustful... anxious...overjoyed... the stream of emotions continued, attempting to find a definition for what he was feeling. Instead, he opened his mind, and showed Jim what he saw when he meditated. The vast ocean of Jim that he immerses himself in... his golden sun. A star that gives life to all it shines on. Life giving warmth in a cold space.
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Date: 2013-07-25 12:14 am (UTC)The questions swirled around, confusing and too vague to pick out precisely... But with concentration the Vulcan understood what Jim was asking.
Spock gathered all of his current emotions, and shoved them at the bond. He had to push harder because of the bond's newness... but he wanted Jim to know.
He wanted Jim to know that his whole life as a Vulcan had been in preparation for this moment. To be an unbonded Vulcan was to be incomplete, not whole...
The fact that Jim was his T'hy'la was more than he could have ever hoped for. It was an emotion that couldn't be explained in words, but rather felt with your whole being... a moment when your soul has found its home. Spock was thankful...lustful... anxious...overjoyed... the stream of emotions continued, attempting to find a definition for what he was feeling.
Instead, he opened his mind, and showed Jim what he saw when he meditated. The vast ocean of Jim that he immerses himself in... his golden sun. A star that gives life to all it shines on. Life giving warmth in a cold space.
Spock begins to move, thrusting deep into Jim.]