[it was never a good time so... It was also never a bad time. All equally shitty times. Jim listened... And shrugged]

I hope that's true, Spock...

[but his father had said this man would help him through all that... He took a heavy breath. Well here goes.]

I was starving, same as the others. I'd... Kind of hidden in a corner of an empty barn. People were being executed already by that point. He came to me and he was nice... But I knew he was evil but still, he offered me food.

... I was desperate.... He... Wanted me to... How do I say this...[without throwing up]

We had a trade off. He fed me if I let him do what he wanted with me.